Like it says in the front page in bold letters: WELCOME TO MY BRAIN.
It’s an incomplete recording of my thoughts. There’s a lot going on in here, and what a waste to just let it all disappear. (Hah.)
Last year, I made a New Year’s resolution to let some walls down. I guess this is one way of doing that?
I like writing — and I’m so forgetful that at times I don’t remember the things I’ve written. It’s kind of like the past me creates things for future me to (re) discover, and that is just sooo amusing to me. 🙂
If you look under my bed, you’ll find a box of notebooks full of writings on them. So I think it makes sense to update and continue the tradition.
But if you want to know the real reason why I am starting (restarting) a blog, it’s for purely selfish reasons. Keeping a blog, posting whatever the hell I want, feels like screaming into the void — and don’t we all just want to do that sometimes.
I’m just a person perpetually disappointed that real life is not at all like the books I used to read when I was a little girl.
One other reason: I want to reach out. I want you to listen. Kind of like that void I was talking about — like finding a pitch black hole in the ground and getting the urge to put your hand in, and against better judgement, giving in to said urge.
I'm glad we're here. 🙂